Lena, aged twenty, wants to understand she can on life and reality. She collects advice on every one and what, storing her customs in an enormous archive. She experiments with meditation, political activism, and relationships. Meanwhile, the actors, director and crew are shown in a humorous parallel storyline about the building of this film and their reactions into eachother and the narrative. Nudity, explicit gender, and politics kept this film from being shown in the united states while its seizure by Customs has been appealed.